A beautiful penis

I’ve been TRYING to keep up with the trials and tribulations of Jules and Miranda.  http://infidelitychronicles.blogspot.com/  Where were these girls when I was that age??  Hell, where are these girls at my age!!!!!  It did hurt a little bit when they made fun of the old guy trying to pick them up.  I represent that remark!!!

A recent post of Miranda struck a chord.  http://infidelitychronicles.blogspot.com/2010/04/uh-oh-im-smitten.html  She was describing a night out with Lawyer Boy and observed: “He has the most beautiful, perfectly formed penis I’ve ever seen.”  Maybe it’s a lawyer thing but I’ve been told I have a beautiful penis (not by my wife). I was told yesterday by several ladies that I looked nice (not by my wife).  I’ve been told I have a nice body– and they do not add the dreaded ” for your age” (not by my wife).  I’m told I’m a great kisser (not by my wife) and an amazing lover (not by my wife). And when I’m down, I’m told I’m a good person (certainly not by my wife).

Do you see a trend here?  The fact is, when you are in a long term relationship, it is sooooooooooo easy to start taking your partner for granted. Then, when someone tells you (and shows you) how important you are, how special you are,  is it any wonder why that person becomes important to you– becomes special to you.   Everyone wants to feel wanted and needed and even special to some extent.

Right now at home we are deeply into the boring “she’s on the couch, I’m in the chair with the TV on something” stage.  Now you don’t have to go out and do something every night but when suggestions are ignored– you just quit suggesting.  On places to go, things to do or sex.  This is what led to my affair and what is leading me to want to leave.

Another example.  A friend came up with tickets to an event this weekend and the response by the wife was, “Well, we need to get the garage cleaned out.”  I told her to have at it and I’d help when I got back.  When she saw I was serious, she started to warm to going but the moment had passed.  Like so many others.  Is it wrong to want someone to be excited and positive about life?   Here we go– burning daylight again and how much do we have left??

In our love making sessions, my soulmate has commented on my penis.  She loves to see it grow.  She loves how it looks and she loves to play with it and suck it.  And it does fit perfectly inside her!!!  The wife just can not get into it.  We have never spent the day naked, lying in each others arms, kissing and cuddling and teasing and pleasing each other.  I know that you are saying that sex is not everything in a relationship but many times you can tell so much about other aspects of a relationship by the type of sex you have.  Boring sex– boring relationship. 

In summary, I’m not saying that all lawyers have beautiful penises.   But not all of us are dicks!!